Thursday, 15 January 2009

"general" questions

forewarning: There is a roughly 97.8% probability that this entry is not for you (will show you the calculation some time later).

“Are you having fun?”
“Well...hmm...I think so...”
“Then think harder”
- a classic remark, that started a quest, a discovery, and a blog entry.

"How are you?","Do you like this city?", "Are you enjoying this party?", "How do you find working here?"...
What are your replies to these "general" questions? ...while there's not enough excitement built up to justify a confirmed "yes",yet insufficient negativity to uphold a confirmed "no"...you see feel smell appreciate both the beauty & the imperfections...and you're thankful for this experience...yet unable to decide on a simple yes/no summary...

"I’m not sure."
It’s not a polite answer. It’s not the answer you expected. It’s not a good way to continue the small talk...yet I can’t lie. Or at least in a way that won’t make me hate myself later on.
Somehow such a casual question became a struggle each and every time...

Yeah it doesn’t really matter how I answer, it doesn’t matter whatsoever. But I just can’t lie, I just have to figure out what I really feel, before I could give you my answer(or does it matter?)...I just can't help feeling it deserves a sincere reply. And I just need a little bit more time to figure it out...

Forgive me, stranger, you must be bored, please feel free to go talk to the pretty lady at the other side.

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